Girls get jealous easily. Only because they really like you. It’s not our fault. When another girl talking to you, we get the baddest thoughts like “he likes her more” or “she’s going to steal him away from me” and most of the time “she’s so much better”. It hurts to see the guy we like talk to other girls. We trust you, but we don’t trust the girls. We think it’s going to be so easy for someone to steal you away from us.
I haven’t had a kiss this good since my birthday.
I think I am finally over the guy I met at a concert.. That later came to my birthday party and had an AMAZING kiss with. Like it will forever be the best kiss that I have ever had. Everything about it was perfect. We had such good chemistry, and omg the way he grabbed me was just.. OMFG. But sadly, after that night of many amazing makeouts, it was our last which is fine cause he lives too far anyways.
But nooooow, I legit had such an intense kisser last night that I’m injured. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
My lip is bruised, and was swollen last night. I even have a damn hickey, and I NEVER let guys leave me hickeys.
Like what is life.
However… My biggest injury is in my mouth. HE LEFT ME BRUISES ON MY TONGUE.
I HAVE TWO LEGIT PURPLE BRUISES ON MY TONGUE FROM HIM BITING AND SUCKING ON MY TONGUE.
HOW THE FUCK DOES THAT EVEN HAPPEN.
Like I can not believe it. I think this is the coolest thing in the world right now. He was a pretty damn good kisser too. Which is surprising to me because his lips are smaller than mine, and I’ve never kissed a guy who has smaller lips than me. Learned to not count out them boys hahaha. And like he was touching my thighs, without taking it too far. Which is always good.
Some of our kisses were cute though, like something would happen and we’d both just start laughing. Or I’d pull away, and he’d keep chasing after me. That was awesome haha.
I love how he even put his arm around me with his friends around. Even though we aren’t together.
OH MY GOD I FORGOT TO MENTION. THE LITTLE SHIT KEPT PULLING MY HAIR. When we weren’t even doing anything. He just did it to piss me off. Can’t even lie, I kind of liked it, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Ohkay I need to just stop.
Point is, if this doesn’t end up going anywhere, and like I obviously end up kissing someone else, they need to meet his standards. No one can meet my concert cutie’s abilities, so I don’t even expect them to.
Why are you on anon anyways? Lol
I waited too long to take it. College applications are already due, and the next SAT Test Day is in December
You need to have them already.
That was my original plan, but my teachers, plus others who weren’t even mine, were telling me I have too much potential. I was encouraged to aim big, and go that extra mile..
I feel like a failure to them now.
So I don’t even use this anymore, but seriously I can not stop crying.
The SAT scores were posted online, and I feel like a complete failure. I received a 1530… The fact that I did so damn badly is seriously so confidence lowering. I feel like I’m wasting my time and money even applying to any colleges now. No good school will accept me, meaning that none of the schools that I’m applying at will.
My gpa isn’t even as good as I wanted it to be. I worked hard to get good grades, and in the end, I know they aren’t good enough. A 3.8 is not even comparable to all of the applicants with 4.0 gpa’s and higher.
I was so optimistic coming out of the test too, like I felt great. I thought I would at least get a 1700. HA. Try 200 points less.
I am so damn disappointed in myself, and I feel like an embarrassment. Can I just go fucking die now?
I can kiss getting into UCLA goodbye now. I don’t even any of the state schools that I’m applying to will want to accept me now.
I seriously want to die.
Don’t have either one. I used to have a twitter, but it has been deleted for a while now.
I have a facebook and a snapchat.
Message me off of anon and I’ll give my info to you(:
I’ve realized I haven’t used my account in almost two months!
I’ve been neck deep in some of my obligations, and therefore have not been able to keep up with my blog.
I miss coming on everyday sooo much, but it was too much of a distraction. And although I miss using this as an outlet, writing private blog posts, talking to others, and everything else this has to offer, I don’t really see myself using it it the near future.
School, studying for the SAT, beginning college applications for colleges all over CA (San Francisco, Irvine, Northridge, Long Beach, Los Angeles, Berkeley, San Jose, and even my home city San Diego), and getting my first job has been crazy!
I’ve been constantly doing things and I had to remove tumblr from my priority list for the moment.
I will hopefully be coming back on once my life calms down a little.
So as much as it devastates me, I will be off for a while more.
I wish all of my followers (Even though I’ve lost almost 100 of them lol) the best of luck with everything in life <3
If you would like to keep in contact you may still message me on here. I will keep tumblr logged on from my phone, but I will not be updating my blog.
I love you all, and thank you to everyone who has ever said a kind word to me.
- Letsleavenowordsunspoken <3